Marlena’s hand shook as she unlocked the door to the penthouse, letting John walk in before her, this was the first time he was home, and she wanted to make him feel as comfortable as possible. He was quiet on their way home, too quiet.

Nerves? Perhaps, or maybe he was just too busy examining the scenery. He has no memory of her, the children or this place, and she wondered how he would react. Thankfully, Caroline took the children home with her so that she could get John settled in first. Last time he has seen them, he wasn't very responsive, they wanted to play, they tried to tell him stories, but he had a faraway look in his eyes, the same one he had right now.

 

She was nervous too, she hadn’t told him about joining the ISA as an agent and was concerned as to how he will react to that as well, although he had no memory of being an agent himself, it was still a lot to take in. He seemed so indifferent toward her, he may not even think anything of it.

 

Marlena closed the door behind them, “Welcome home John... Go ahead, familiarize yourself with the place, see if anything might trigger a memory.” she rubbed her hands wrapped them around her arms, smiling joyfully.

“Ugh..don’t hold your breath, princess" he turned to look at her, his eyes scanned her from head to toe, "if I couldn’t remember a stunner like you... I don’t think this penthouse will be any different.”

Hating hearing this name eliciting from his lips, she exhaled, the smile faded away from her beautiful face,“ John... please, don't call me that...just look around.”

 

John winked and looked around the beautifully decorated apartment, it was an elegant mixture of feminine and masculine but comfortable at the same time. There was a nice size fireplace, two couches facing each other in front of it, but no TV in sight, "that will have to change" he thought. "I gotta watch sports and horse racing, basically anything I can bet my money on... Well, at least I think that I do."

 

Hearing him mumbling, she was hoping he remembered something, anything at all, “Hmm...Did you say something John?”

“No, just thinking out loud.”

 

His eyes kept scanning the living room, there were pictures all over the place, smiling faces of strangers stare at him from all angles. He picked up a picture of him and the blonde beauty and studied it. She was on his back, and they both were wearing big stupid smiles, right next to it he spotted another photo of him with two small babies on his lap, must be Brady and Belle, Marlena told him all about the children.

He still wondered why she would be raising his son from another woman but whatever, he didn't really care. There were more photos of people he didn't know, but he was sure that she will fill him in, she seemed to like doing so.

 

“So, Marlena, there is no TV in here," he turned to face her once more, opening his arms with a question, "what the hell did we do for fun?” he winked and raised one eyebrow, “I bet we spent a lot of time in front of that fireplace here, or in our bedroom. Something tells me that I like being between your long legs.” he reached his arm towards her, trying to grab her behind and she shifted away with a start.

“John! Really!...I’m going to get supper ready. Caroline dropped something off earlier and told me it’s ready to go into the oven. While I’m doing this, why don't you take a shower and wash the hospital off of you?". Moving towards the kitchen, she stopped and looked at him, "Oh, and I fixed up the guest room for you, top of the stairs, last room on the right.” she smiled and started to leave again when she heard him, “Wo, wo, princess...the guest room? Why would I sleep in there? You said that we are a couple and engaged to be married, why would I not sleep with my super hot fiancé?" he came closer, looking straight into her hazel eyes ,"It’s been a long time for me baby... and assuming that you stayed faithful to me, it’s been a while for you as well. Aren’t you hot for me, baby? I know I am hot for you...” he winked and smiled a devilish smile, placing his hands on the small of her back.

 

“John, you don’t remember me" Marlena pulled away from his arms. As much as she enjoyed the familiar feeling, this wasn't the John she knew, "You don’t remember anything we shared, so I think it’s best if you sleep in the guest room until your memory returns. Don’t you think it would be odd sleeping with someone you feel as if you just met?”

"Are you really asking me that, baby?" grabbing her once more, he pressed his body to hers, ignoring her attempts to wiggle herself from his hold  "No, I don't find it odd, not when they look like you. Ever since I woke up, and you told me that you and I were a couple, Hell, I couldn’t believe I had bagged a beauty like you, babe. All I could think of was those long slender legs wrapped around me while I make you scream my name. Doesn’t that sound like fun, baby girl?”

“John, please stop talking like that" her hands managed to break his stronghold on her waist, "it’s not going to happen. Just go up and take a shower, please”.

 

Getting closer to her once again he smirked, “How about you come to help me with those hard to reach places?" his eyebrow rose, "we can talk about whatever pops up, or... not talk at all.”

He was acting like a teenage boy, this was a side of him she has never seen before, he wouldn't let her go, grabbing her every time she managed to free herself from him. She wanted him, there was no doubt about it, but like that? When he had no idea who she was? No. never.

 

Not answering him, Marlena rolled her eyes at him and started to walk into the kitchen to put some distance between them, yes, she missed him like crazy, but this was not going to happen, not like this. It really had been a very long time since she felt his hands on her body, his lips between her legs, and she would love nothing more than to crawl between the sheets with him. She just wasn’t sure who this John was, and she wanted her real John back.

“So... I’ll take that as a 'no' then,” John yelled as he walked toward the staircase.

 

Just then the doorbell rang, he stopped midway up the steps and started to get back down.

Marlena answered the door, there was a tall, handsome man in the doorway, and she greeted him with a smile.

“Sawyer״ her face lite up, he hated that, "what a nice surprise, Oh please come in.”

Walking in, Sawyer looked toward the stairs, noticing John he nodded hello, “I’m sorry Marlena, I didn’t mean to interrupt...”

“Oh no, your not, I-”

“Excuse me," John cut in, going down the stairs to get closer, "but weren’t you going to make me some dinner, baby?” wrapping his arm around her he smiled toward the blonde man

"I can catch you at your office tomorrow if this is a bad time, Marlena.” he hissed.

“Yes, that would be better, Mister?“ John answered back

“Sawyer, Brad Sawyer. And you must be John Black.” extending his hand to shake John's, but he ignored his pleasantries.

“That’s what they tell me anyway. Now, if you will kindly leave, so Marlena and I could go back to our dinner... and whatever follows.” John raised a suggestive eyebrow and smiled at the man in the living room.

“John!" Marlena admonished, "could you please leave us for a few minutes? I have some business to discuss with Sawyer.”

“Sure thing baby.” John winked at Marlena and headed upstairs. He stopped at the top of the staircase and hid just around the corner where he could still hear and see them.

 

"Come have a seat, Sawyer," she motioned to the couch. Ever since he left last night, she really wanted to talk to him. He left with such a hurry after the lab called and Marlena was anxious about what was going on "what...what's going on?”

Sawyer sat, and Marlena sat down next to him on the couch.

“I’m really sorry to show up unannounced, I called but got your voicemail. I had no idea that John was home, I thought you're going to get home later today... we can do this later if you wish.” he was ready to stand up, but her soft hand stopped him at his tracks.

“No, It ok, we just got here, and supper is already ready thanks to Caroline, so you are not interrupting anything. Now...please..tell me” her last word sounded more like a question than anything else. She needed some answers and was hoping he had the answers she was looking for.

 

John eased forward a bit to get a better look at Sawyer. Who was this guy? He seemed a little too familiar with his fiancé, he bet he wanted to get in her pants if he hasn’t already.

 

“Cooper wanted me to come by with more paperwork for you to sign and this outline of your training schedule. You can look it all over, sign it and return it to me or ISA headquarters tomorrow. We would like to get you instated as soon as possible.” handing her the papers, he noticed she wasn't really looking at them, not really, her hands never moved to take them from his hands, so he placed them on the coffee table

"Sawyer" she whispered, and he knew, he knew exactly what she wanted him to say, she needed to hear the lab's test results.

He took a deep breath, "so, the lab found human remains in the ashes we picked up."

a long breath elicited her lips, a breath that she seemed to be holding in forever, "thank god.." she muttered

"The human remains indeed belonged to Kit Harington" he finished and watched her head as it fell to the back while she drew a long breath through her nose. "Are you alright?"

"Yes...thank you Brad..." she nodded, a small smile curved her lips

“Oh, and about the paperwork, yes, of course, I can sign them right now. We have been over everything already." standing up she got closer to the small vanity, picking up a pen. "I’ll look over the schedule tonight or tomorrow, I’m sure it’s fine." Marlena smiled again and started signing each and every page she needed.

 

He looked at her, it seemed as if a heavy weight was lifted off her shoulders and he was happy to be able to bring her some relief.

“Oh, there is one more thing." he remembered, "I need to know when you will be available to go to DC. You need to be sworn in, and it has to be done at the national headquarters. You would really only need two days, I will take you up on the ISA jet and get you back the next day.” Sawyer leaned back to the soft sofa, watching how her expression changed, she was worried, “Oh, I didn’t know that I would need to leave...you know, with the children and all, let me check my schedule, and I’ll get back to you on that.”

 

John frowned his eyebrows, "what the hell was this guy up too, he wanted to get her alone; no doubt'", he thought,'and what was this business about the ISA?' He leaned in, trying to see how close the man was sitting next to Marlena and where his hands were. Don Juan must have said something funny because Marlena’s head fell back and the most delightful laugh came from her lips. She signed some papers and gave the folder back to the man. They stood and walked to the door. John watched as they exchanged goodbyes and he walked out. Only when the door was shut behind him, did John turn toward the guest room to shower.

 

A little bit later John came down the stairs, wearing dark blue jeans and a black T-shirt was thrown over his shoulder, his hair still wet from the shower, and he was looking sexy as ever. She stood up to look at him, he smiled, the familiar scent of his body wash, and shampoo overwhelmed her, she closed her eyes and breathed him in. “Like what you see,  baby girl?” John smirked, and his voice made her opening her eyes, she didn't even notice they were so close, and he continued, “you know, that offer still stands if you wanna go hop between the sheets.”

Marlena wanted to roll her eyes, but she thought it would be best to Ignore his comment, “finish getting dressed Romeo, the food is almost ready.” her reply was cold, she knew that but she needed to clear her mind, she wouldn't let him get to her.

“I would love to do that, sugar, but I need a little help with my T-shirt...you see, My muscles are not fully repaired yet, and I can not lift my left arm much. Any suggestions on how I can do this by myself?”. He watched her as she came closer, closing the gap between them, her eyes roamed all over his bare chest, and he knew she liked what she saw.

 

Taking his shirt in her hands, she slipped his left hand in first and pulled it up, putting it over his head. “Now, bring up your right arm and put it through the armhole.” As John did so, Marlena smoothed the T-shirt down over his chest and stomach taking in a sharp breath at the feeling of his muscles under her palms. She bit her bottom lip unconscious of the fact that she did so. Looking up at John through her lashes, she saw he was staring at her luscious lip, trapped by her teeth. The room was quiet, nothing but her shallow breathing, John gently tugged her lip from her bite, caressing it with the pad of his thumb, “I can’t be held accountable if I catch you doing that again.” Dipping his head down, he sucked her lip into his mouth, oh so gently then raked his teeth over it. Marlena let out a small whisper of a moan from her throat, her mouth making a small O shape. He covered her lips with his hungry mouth and kissed her fiercely, pushing his tongue into her soft hot mouth, taking her breath away.

Instinctively, Marlena’s hands went up and tangled in his soft dark hair as she kissed him back with the intense need of a starving woman. All the reasons why she shouldn't be doing this, flew right out of the window when he touched her lip. His hands traveled up her sides, over her breasts, and he could feel her nipples through her soft silky blouse, pushing forward straining for attention. As if he knew, John’s thumb and forefinger pinched and rolled her nipples to an even harder peak as she moaned loudly into his open mouth.

 

They broke the kiss at the same time, catching their collective breaths. Marlena looked away and pushed herself back from John, the spell was broken, and she was unable to believe how far she let that kiss go. My god, she was practically begging him to rip her clothes off and take her right there on the sofa.

Clearing her throat she started, “Supper is getting cold.” the voice coming out of her was so soft, it was almost a whisper.

“Forget supper honey, I want to continue what we were doing just now, don’t you?” John replied while making a show of wiping his bottom lip with his thumb.

“John... please, may we just eat now?”

he could see the stress in her eyes and hear the confusion in her voice, he wanted her, and she wanted him, he could feel that.

“Sure baby, whatever you wish,” he replied sarcastically.

 

They ate supper mostly in silence, Marlena’s attempts at small talk got continually turned into sexual innuendo, so she gave up on the conversation altogether, she needed to keep it clean.

“What’s for dessert, doll? If it’s you, I’d like two servings.” John moved to sit at the sofa right next to her, she shifted to her side a little bit. “John, can you be serious for a bit? I’d like to have a real conversation about your recovery. I was tal-”

“I am being serious, babe." he cut her off, caring more about his needs, his sexual needs to be exact. "I just got out of the hospital, the last thing I want to talk about right now is my physical therapy or tests. I want to unwind for a bit and play some slap and tickle with the babe that's next to me.” he smiled a wickedly sexy smile, and Marlena couldn't help but laugh into her napkin, trying to cover her smile.

 

“Damn Baby Girl, you are even sexier when you're let yourself laugh. You need to stop being so rigid and uptight all the time. Relax and let your hair down.” John spread his hand on the top of the couch, his fingers reaching her back.

She stood up and started to clear the table, the smile faded from her beautiful face. “I am not rigid and uptight. I’m just trying to help you to heal fully and get back to your old self.”

Standing up he cleaned his mouth with a napkin, “And what’s so wrong with my new self?" throwing the cloth to the floor he grabbed her elbow, "you sure responded when I kissed you, and you kissed me back with such hunger. You were touching me and running your hands all over my body earlier, it was making you hot. Admit it.”

Marlena wiggled her arms to release herself from his grip, “John, you asked me to help you with your shirt, that’s all I was doing.”

 

Marlena turned and walked into the kitchen, her hands full of dishes,

he picked up a plate and followed her. She was running water into the sink and added the dishes in. Walking up behind her, he placed his plate into the sink, be sure to press himself against her ass as he did so.

“John..." she turned to push him away, "why don’t you go sit in the living room and rest, I can handle this on my own.” turning back to the sink, she wasn't looking at him when she spoke, trying to keep her eyes on the dirty dishes. Dirty dishes were safe. She had to focus. Resisting him was a difficult task for her body craved to feel his touch.

“Sure baby, although, I think it’s getting too hot in here, and you're afraid of what you might let happen if I stay.” with the stillness of a cat he came to stand right behind her.

Marlena turned around and ran right into his rock hard chest, his hand went up catching her elbow. “Steady baby, no need to fall at my feet, I’m a sure thing.”

Getting tired of the way he was talking to her, she let out a low groan, “Oh god, John... please leave so I can clean up.”

He backed out of the kitchen, one hand in the air in defense. “I’m going, Princess.”

“And please stop calling me Princess.”

“Yes, ma’am.”

 

She finished the dishes and put on a pot of tea, placing the cups on a serving tray along with the sweet pastries that Caroline left for them, she carried it down to the coffee table. Looking up, she noticed John has poured himself a glass of scotch. Frowning, she strode over him and snatched it out of his hand. “You are still on medication and should not be drinking right now.”

“Oh... that’s right, I forgot. You are a doctor of some sort, and you’ll be on my back about drinking now. Great. Jeez...” he muttered to himself.  

“I’m a psychiatrist, but yes I have a medical degree, and as long as you are on medications, you will not be drinking. Now, would you like some herbal tea?” Marlena started to move past John so that she could pour the hot beverage, but he reached up and grabbed her wrist, pulling her down on his lap, then he wrapped his arms around her waist. “You know good and well what I want baby... it's also hot, but it’s not tea.” getting his lips closer to her neck, he tried to kiss her, but was pushed back by her slender hand, she protested, “John, let go of me and stop goofing around.”

"I’m not goofing, I’m serious, nothing that I want more than taking you to bed right now...in fact, if you're worried about my delicate condition, I’ll let you do all the work while I lay there.” he bounced her on his hips.

“Oh, you are such a gentleman, John.”

“And you are sexy as hell.” his expression was dead serious, his blue eyes pierced her very core, and for a moment there, she was lost.

Placing his hands on the sides of her face, John pulled her down to his lips and kissed her soundly again. Realizing what was happening, Marlena pushed him away and smacked his face, standing up, she quickly moved away from him.

“Do what you want John if you want to drink scotch, go ahead, I’m going to bed ALONE! I’ve had enough of your games for one night.”

She stormed off up the stairs, tears gathering in the corner of her eyes.

His eyes followed her perfect figure as she climbed up the stairs when she reached the final step, he yelled, “Ok! If that’s how you want it Baby, but your body was giving me a different reading altogether. Let me know if your body wins, and you change your mind. You know where I’ll be.”

She didn't bother to answer.

 

John poured himself another scotch and downed it, filling the glass again before sitting back on the couch. He leaned back and imagined his beautiful hostess naked, as he had ever since she told him that they were engaged. He wanted to fuck her into oblivion and stay between those sweet sexy thighs of hers for hours. Oh, just the thought of her beautiful full breasts in his face made him crazy with want. He would have her, she will be in his bed sooner than she knows.

 

Closing the bedroom door behind her, Marlena sat on to the king size bed. She was trying to read the schedule and other documents that Sawyer had left her for the ISA training program. Although, her mind was anywhere else but on her new endeavor.  

Her mind kept going back to John. Oh, how she had wanted to give in and just to let him make love to her, but would it really be making love when he didn’t even remember loving her? She longed to have his arms wrapped around her, to feel his lips on her skin, to taste his mouth once again. Closing her eyes, she could just feel him moving inside of her, bringing her back to life as they move as one.

She couldn’t get her mind off John and the way his lips felt on hers. Feeling the wetness spreading between her legs, her nipples grew hard at the thought of his talented mouth exploring her in the sexiest and most profound way. 'God girl, get ahold of yourself, you can take him as he is now or wait, and hope the real John, the one you fell in love with, would come back. Just get it together already', the small voice inside her head was making sense and wanted to shut it all out. Marlena yawned and placed her papers down, her body shifting to the side to turn off the light, hoping sleep will find her soon.

 

John laid in the guest room comfy bed, he probably should have been asleep by now,  but all he could think about was that beautiful blonde down the hall. Her lips, her long legs and what was waiting for him between them. The kiss they shared earlier got him going, and he was wondering what kind of lover she was...

Oh, he had no doubt that the sex would be amazing, how could it not, with that body and that amazing talented mouth. He would have loved to have her mouth wrapped around his dick. God, what the hell was he going to do, he thought as he rubbed his throbbing erection.

Deciding he could no longer wait, he left his room. Walking down the hall, he stopped in front of Marlena’s bedroom door and pressed his ear against it. Hearing nothing, he slowly turned the knob, pushing the door open.

 

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Stepping inside, it was dark save for the dim moonlight that shimmered through the sheer curtains. John looked to his right, he could see her laying on the bed. The moonlight through the patio window lite up her silhouette. She laid on her back with one arm thrown over her head, her body was covered with a white lace nightgown, trailing his eyes down her perfect figure, he saw her long legs stretching out, one of them was bent at the knee. She was covered only by a thin sheet, although it was freezing outside, the heat was working, and her bedroom was as hot as her.

He walked over to the edge of the bed, and slowly pulled the sheet back, she stirred a bit and turned slightly on her side, away from John.

 

He pushed his pajama bottoms down along with his boxers and slipped into the bed behind her, spooning her. His hand traced up from her hip over her breasts, they were just as he imagined, perfect and soft. Finding her nipple in the darkness of the room, John softly pinched it through her gown. Marlena, still asleep, moaned softly and pushed her ass back against his erection.

“mmmm...” She whispered in a sleepy voice. Without even thinking, he reached down and gathered the hem on her nightgown, pulling it up around her waist, his hand traced down between her legs, parting her thighs by pressing one of her thighs up, once they were slightly parted, he softly palmed her mound.

 

Marlena woke with a start and sat up in bed, her eyes panicky roamed the dark room. Suddenly, she could feel a naked man behind her in bed and fear gripped her heart, she turned her head to see him smirking in the shadows “Oh my god, John, What are you doing? Why are you in my bed?” she turned herself towards him completely but he placed his finger against her lips. “Shhhh baby, you know you want this, I’m just doing what the both of us have wanted to do since you brought me home." his fingertip grazed her parted lips, she was so scared when she woke up, her mind was imagining the worst, the last person who came to her in the darkness was him. Kit. But this was John, wait, it wasn't really him, he looked like him, he sounded like him, but she wasn't in his heart, she wasn't in his memories, he had no idea what she has suffered. Marlena couldn't move when he spoke, his voice was deep and quiet, "I want you... and you want me too, that kiss told me everything I needed to know.”

 

Her breath quickened when she realized that he was actually in her room, in her bed and she panicked again. “John, you need to get off me now and leave my room... I didn’t invite you in here. Now leave!” that was it, that was the difficult part, once he's out of her room, she would lock the door, she won't let herself to be treated that way, the old John would never-

“You don’t want me to go, baby" he cut her train of thought, "I can tell by the way you responded to me, that you want me to fuck you...”

Fuck.

John used to use this word from time to time, but hearing it coming from his mouth after all the times she has heard Kit saying that, felt so foreign, “I was sleeping. You had no right to come in here while I’m sleeping and force yourself on me.”

Marlena pushed at his chest, trying to get him off the bed, but he caught both her wrists and pinned them above her head with his right hand while his left hand captured her chin, turning her face to his.

“Tell me you don’t want this baby, you know you do." His mouth descended on hers before she could reply, she tried to turn her head, but he had her in a grip so tight, it was almost painful. She bucked her hips trying to force him off her, but his body weight was too much to budge.

John's mouth traveled down her creamy neck to the top of her breasts, stopping there he was mesmerized, “God! Your breasts are beautiful” he said as he took a nipple into his mouth sucking it through the fabric. His teeth grazed her nipple, and her legs tried to pull together in a weak protest.

“John... stop this, please... I don’t want this. Not like this. I won’t make love with you this way. John, get off me, now!” She squirmed but was growing tired of fighting him. A part of her wanted badly just to give in. It has been so very long since she was in his arms and he always made her feel safe and desirable.

 

“I won’t get off you, Baby, and if you’re honest with yourself, you’ll admit that you want this as much as I do.” He whispered in her ear, “now, lay back and spread those gorgeous legs for daddy.” his mouth descended on her nipple once more, this time he managed to lower her nightgown underneath her breasts. She was trying not to enjoy this, her mind was fighting him off, this will not stand, there was no way she'd let this take place.

 

stifling a moan, she protested, “Stop... John please” she pushed against him with all her might but he didn’t budge, in fact, her movements beneath him and against his body, only made him hotter. If it wasn't for his familiar colon, she would have burst in tears, the way he grabbed her, the way he talked to her, Marlena felt possessed by Kit all over again . John covered her mouth again, sucking on her bottom lip until her mouth opened slightly.

"No.." she breathed, but he pushed his tongue into her mouth and captured it with his lips, sucking it until her body started to relax.

“There baby, now ain’t that better? Just relax and let Johnny take care of you,” he whispered into her mouth as she was panting for air.

 

She sucked in a breath as she tried to protest, her mouth was moving although no words were coming out as she felt his hands on her waist, pushing her nightgown up. He latched his mouth onto her breast and sucked her bare nipple into his mouth. She moaned, and he lifted his head up to look at her and smiled, she was entirely in his will.

 

Marlena couldn't help the moan that escaped her lips, “Oh, god, that feels so good.” She said so softly that he could barely hear her. It had been so long since he has touched her, she didn’t care anymore that he didn’t remember her. All she could think of was how desperately she needed this, needed him.

“See baby, I know what you need” His hands traveled further down her body, and as his hand encountered the lace of her thong he smiled and pulled hard, tearing the thin fabric from her flash, she yelped in surprise, and he tossed it to the floor. “Do you still want me to leave, baby?” he asked huskily into her ear. Marlena shook her head ‘no,’

unable to form the word, her smoldering eyes were filled with lust and need.

“Emmmm, baby... I can smell your arousal... you smell so sweet. I bet you taste just as sweet, princess.”

“John, oh please…. I need you. I wa-".

“Ohhh Baby, I know what you want...I can feel how wet you are... Now relax ...” at once his big hands left her wrists, and although his hands were gone, she kept her hands above her head. Kissing and biting along her stomach, John's mouth descended onto her most private area, taking his time he parted her legs, placing them above his shoulders before he darted his tongue and licked her ever so slowly. She gasped to the feel of his talented tongue. She wanted to cry with Pleasure when his lickings turned to, and he pressed his lips around her clit, sucking it with lust, making her body squirm as her juices flew and her legs began to tremble.

Marlena’s legs shook as her breath caught in her chest, oh, god, how she had missed this man and his talented mouth. She still felt very wrong about this and wanted to be strong enough to stop him, but her body craved more. She wanted to feel his throbbing cock between her legs as he pushed himself inside of her, stretching her to the max.

“Oh, god, John, that feels so good.” She moaned, ashamed at her own weakness.

“Oh, baby, you taste so good I could do this forever, but I want to fuck you so hard right now...I want to make you scream my name....you are so mine, Marlena.”

She flinched at the words he used, something evil crept in and took hold of her heart. John could feel the sudden change in her, not understanding it he flipped her over on her stomach and pulled her hips up. Lowering himself to give her ass a small naughty bit, he Spread her ass cheeks, licking her from her clit to her ballon button, tonguing her ass.

“Ohhhh..." she moaned as his tongue did wicked things to her body, the dreadful thought she had just a minute ago seemed to fade away. “Oh, god, John, I want you inside me, now.”

He raised up on his knees and pulled her hips back against him. Slowly rubbing the head of his cock up and down her slit “I’m going to fuck you so good baby, you’ll be screaming.”

He pushed inside her, all at once, not giving her any time to adjust to his enormous size like he always did at the past. He could feel the resistance of her hot tight wet center and her body as she flinched with pain.

John moaned as his dick sank further into her sweet folds, “God baby, your pussy is heaven...”

Marlena was about to say something when in one swift motion, he pushed himself in even further. The pain seared through her was soon followed by immense pleasure. She could feel the glorious friction as his hard dick slid in and out of her, she had missed this feeling for so long.

 

Her head snapped back as a long low moan came from deep inside her, “Oh.. god.. yes, fuck me, John...”

He grabbed a handful of her hair, pulling her head back, sinking his teeth into her soft neck and sucking the flesh into his mouth. This turned Marlena’s nipples to hard pebbles, and she moaned his name over and over. Her body started to shake uncontrollably as her climax built deep inside her. Sending his fingers, he started making small circles around her clit. Feeling her walls tightening around him and her insides turning hotter as he rammed into her with such force, her head bobbed back and forth as she screamed his name. Lifting his free hand up, he lowered it down with a swift movement, smacking her ass hard, her body jerked forward as she screamed; “Fuck...again.” He slapped her again as he felt how she was exploding all around him, chanting his name over and over again, just as he promised her.

 

Releasing her hips, John grabbed both her breasts and squeezed. Not letting her rest, he pulled her back to his chest as he continued to plunge inside of her. His one hand slid down between her legs rubbing and pinching her clit again as he plunged himself deep and good inside of her, the sensation sent Marlena’s head was spinning once again, and she threw it back into the hollow between the shoulder and his neck.

 

She felt a second orgasm building inside her as his hands and cock made her body sing with pleasure. “Oh, god, John, mmmm... baby that feels so good.” She slipped one arm up around his neck, pulling his lips to her, kissing him passionately, as she moaned into his mouth.

Everything about her was so very hot, sexy and John smiled as he heard her moans of delight, he knew she was enjoying this as much as he was. Her body was heaven, and he wanted to stay there forever.

One last hard thrust and John’s body was starting to shake as he emptied himself deep inside her.

 

They collapse on the bed, he was still buried deep inside her. She instinctively molded her back against his chest and pushed her ass into his groin. They lay panting and exhausted. A few moments had passed, their body temperature started to return to normal, and Marlena began to regret what she just let happen. Raising herself up on one elbow, she pulled the sheet up to cover her nakedness.

“Oh, don’t do that baby, I was enjoying the view. Besides, that was just round one, in a few minutes I’ll be ready for round two.” his voice was teasing, and he was clearly enjoying his triumph.

“No John, you need to leave, go back to your room and go to bed. I shouldn't have let this happen. It was a mistake...it was just wrong.”

 

“Oh honey, as I recall, you were begging me to fuck you only moments ago. I would dare say you enjoyed this as much as I did. You are amazing in the sack Baby girl, I could fuck you all day, every day. What do you say we start making up for the time we lost...” John waggled one eyebrow and winked, his hand held her arm, and he was trying to lower her back down to the mattress, but he could feel her resistance.

 

“Yes, John I’ll admit it, I... I did enjoy myself. Making love with you has always been very good and fulfilling, but you are not the same. You don’t even remember me or what we shared, not to mention that you just got out of the hospital...go back to bed and get some sleep, we’ll talk about this in the morning.” she thought she was about to faint when he released the grip on her arm. Standing up, he slowly pulled on his boxers, throwing his pajama bottoms over one shoulder and walking towards the bedroom door. Turning around to face her once again he said, “if you change your mind and want to visit me in my room, the invitation is open. I will never turn your hot ass away, baby girl.” With that he left, shutting the door behind him.

 

That was it, the dam broke. Marlena could no longer hold back the tears that had been threatening all night. Why did she let him treat her that way?

The same way that *he* has treated her.

The way he talked to her, made her feel cheap, yet turned her on at the same time.

 

How could she enjoy this kind of treatment, he smacked her ass god’s sake, just as Kit had done. And she enjoyed it, she actually wanted more. She came at his hands as he fucked her from behind and smacked her ass. What was wrong with her? She just couldn’t make sense of any of this. What would Dr. Snow think of this, should she tell her? Marlena just felt ashamed. I can’t let this happen again. What was she going to do? She said to herself that this was not going to happen until his memory returned, then she couldn’t even put him off for one night. He didn’t even know who she was. Damn Marlena, what have you become? Why did she get off on his rough handling of her? He just came in and took what he wanted, and she let him.

When he finally fell asleep, she walked out of her bedroom and got out of the penthouse. She was tired, but she was also feeling cooped up in her home. I was in a beautiful cold night, and she needed to get away.

 

*****

 

The air was crisp, and it was cold outside. Marlena wrapped her arms around herself as she walked, luckily she had her white gloves inside the inner pocket of her coat. At first, she didn’t want to think about what occurred tonight, she really hated herself for giving in, for letting him have her as he will.

Yes, she refused, she was so used of refusing, that it came as second nature, but was it doing her any good? No. he still did what he wanted.

 

The hour grew late, and when Marlena reached to the pier, she felt as though the air had been sucked out of her lungs.

Something drew her there, she couldn’t stay at that house.

Guessing that on some level, all she really wanted was to reconnect with her John, with the person whom she loved more than life itself. But no, the hot guy at her penthouse was not that man.

Sure, he looked like him, talked the same way and even laughed the same, but when it came to making love, no, this was definitely not lovemaking. It was sex, it was rough and carnal, and for some reason that she couldn’t fully comprehend, she loved it.

 

She was so deep in thoughts that she didn’t hear him.

He slowly walked toward her, his hands in the pockets of his long black coat. A part of him felt responsible for her state. If he hadn’t come to see her back then, things could have looked much different for both of them, none of this would have happened. But did that make him regret it?

No.

He got closer, nearly standing behind her. She didn’t turn her head in his direction. Her gaze must have been locked on the horizon, and she seemed deep in thoughts; otherwise, she should have to be somewhat startled.

He extended his hand to put it on her shoulder.